Comfortably Numb

I suppose the upside to being at work today is that the more times I tell the story the more real it seems. I don't know that that makes it easier but I've reached a point of numb acceptance. As long as I don't have to look at my dad or my grandfather because then the tears threaten to flow in earnest. I guess, in all honesty, we don't know with 100% certainity how this will all play out until they take her off life-support tomorrow morning but I think that everyone has come to terms (as much as you can ever come to terms) with the fact that we have to let her go. But for now it is a bit of a waiting game. And we all know how good I am with waiting.